how it goes

So I've kinda gotten in the habit of posting on this thing. I don't know if thats good or bad, well anyway, the only person to ever read this is Espo, but I dont really care its a good way for me to get my thoughts out there and out of my head so thats good, so I guess I'll keep doing it.

I went to the mall today with this girl, who seems really cool. We are currently just friends seeing as how she's kinda seeing this other guy, with whom I am aquantices with...yeah weird, but I'm not doing anything other than just hanging out with her, we didnt even hug, I'm not about to step into that kind of drama. BUT She doesnt seem too optimistic about their future though and she asks me to do things with her occasionally which is fun. But I'm not going to press the issue, I'm going to just do what feels right and go with that, I'm done over analyzing things about relationships. It's to much damn trouble, (see: the commonwealth). PLUS I'm going on tour in may and I'll be gone for a month the last thing I need to do is to get into a relationship right now. As the wise philospher Rick B. from I Voted For Kodos once told me, "Yeah I've got a not girlfriend right now." When I inquired further on the matter Rick informed me that the not girlfriend is the ideal situation for a touring music. The not girlfriend can be likened to the friend with benefits. The NG is a girl you can hang out with, do things with, etc. but is NOT your GIRLFRIEND. You can call her and talk to her when you get lonely in podunk colorado but she is NOT your GIRLFRIEND. Rick went into further detail and since he is a wise man I've always taken his advice to heart.

So that's that, I'm just going to roll with it. I've got a group project tommorrow I def. have started doing much of my part. I'm supposed to talk about the Music Scene in Knoxville for no more than 5 min. Yeah so if I can't do that right now for at least 30 then something is wrong.

I'm currently listening to Aqualung, british piano rock stuff. I like it. It's chillax. I'm aslo listening to Huey Lewis and the News, Phil Collins, and Eddie Money. I like 80s pop-rock, not because its trendy to like 80spop-rock, but because 80s pop-rock albeit over the top at times is really catchy and relaxing. It's also carefree and a bit of a palet cleanser after listening to rock and roll so much.

Oh yeah, Ryan and Samantha got engaged. Crazy, I also saw this girl who I used to write songs about the other night. It was a little akward. Anyway I've written enough for now, I'm going to play my new sweet guitar.

Zac